Adoption: Some Honest Reflections

My wife and I have been trying to get pregnant forboy.) As I've contemplated it further, however, I
the past 3 years of our marriage. We actually gotsincerely believe I could love an adopted child just the
pregnant 9 months ago, but my wife miscarried. Ifsame. Love is more a committment of the heart
there's any consolation, at least we know that we'rethan a mystical feeling of oneness. Additionally the
not infertile. We are now just trying and praying toknowledge that I "rescued" this child would provide
God. In this process, we've contemplated adoption.some great feelings in the process. Maybe I'd even
As we've considered adopting a child, I've stumbledthink of myself as a hero!
over 3 primary concerns: money, love, and process.A third issue I've dealt with while contemplating
I'll go into these in greater detail. Please keep in mindadoption is a fear of the drawn out process. I
that these are only my first thoughts on adoption asregularly hear about horror stories of the time and
a possible parent. I haven't yet done enoughmoney required to adopt a child. An acquaintance
research.even experienced an ordeal where there was a risk
Financially, we are tight. We are still trying to getthe birth mother could take the child back into
ourselves out of the financial hole due to very badcustody six months later. I'd want to be sure of the
spending habits during the start of our marriage. Ioutcome before starting the necessary steps. I also
was wanting to wait to have children, but my wiferead of occasions of adoptive parents traveling to
gently reminded me that having a child while tightforeign countries to receive a child with only the
financially is of more value than not having a childexpense being a plane ticket. Is it really so simple?
while having a little extra spending cash. Children beatI haven't researched adoption adequately to know
out money. (At least they should.) We're happy tothe facts about these money, love, and process
make the sacrifice. Although this state of mind is justconcerns. Well, I have figured out I will love
fine for bearing your own kids, I'll bet that anwhatever child with whom God chooses to bless us.
adoption agency has stricter financial standards forThis article is just the first step in my desire to
who they accept. Not to mention the adopting fees.understand these issues. I have set up a website
As of now, I don't think we can afford adoption.where I plan to receive the written experiences of
When the subject of adoption first was mentionedothers considering adoption or adoptive parents. You
between us, I didn't give it much consideration. Myare invited to submit an article too. You don't have to
heart has always been firm on having my ownbe an expert-I'm not! You don't need to be an
children from my own seed. I've always fancied thataccomplished writer. Your experience on the topic is
part of the love I'd have for my child would be thehighly valued.
knowledge that he is from me. (Yes, I'm hoping for a