| I have recently had one of those moments where | | | | or different countries, the emotional impact of the |
| the little globe in my head popped and became a | | | | process on everyone involved, the financial |
| massive chandelier that waved at me, and I | | | | implications and so on. This information is different for |
| experienced an amazing moment. I followed this up | | | | every person that has ever experienced it. |
| by breaking an inch-thick piece of wood with one | | | | If I now want to write a book about adoption, I can |
| hand, but that is another story. | | | | put together a mind map like I have done above, and |
| I want to take a step back and give you some | | | | suddenly parts of the quantum spaghetti look |
| background from quantum physics - don't worry, it | | | | different. I can then carefully pick out those parts of |
| will be easy. | | | | the quantum spaghetti that I want to combine in a |
| In the 17th century, when scientists became aware | | | | different way, and put them in a separate bowl. |
| of atoms, they believed that atoms looked like billiard | | | | Then I can arrange them in a way that is unique, |
| balls. They also believed that different combinations | | | | because no-one else will do it in exactly the same |
| of atoms formed different substances, and therefore | | | | way. And there is my unique book about adoption, |
| that atoms are the particles that form the universe. | | | | the book that many other people have been |
| All we needed to do was identify all the different | | | | searching for. |
| types of particles, and we would have mastered the | | | | I have been aware and understood this process for |
| Universe. | | | | a while now, so that is nothing new. But the |
| Since then physics have evolved and in the 20th | | | | knowledge was in my mind, not in my heart or in my |
| century been replaced by quantum physics. Scientists | | | | soul. |
| now understand that there are in fact no particles. | | | | I have also been aware for about the past year of a |
| There are only waves. These waves surround us and | | | | massive change in the direction of my life, and |
| we are not aware of them, because we cannot see | | | | because the picture is still emerging, I have recently |
| them. | | | | been unsure of what to do, where to go and |
| As people we have consciousness and this is where | | | | whether and how it will work out. |
| the magic starts. Our consciousness is also invisible | | | | This is where I had this moment of absolute clarity |
| and intangible, but it is real. For example, you have | | | | that took my breath away. |
| had experiences where you think of someone and | | | | I realised that any wave I choose to catch is there |
| not long after that person contacts you. Or I tell you | | | | for me to keep, and there are plenty of waves. |
| NOT to think of a green elephant. What did you just | | | | We have all had experiences where someone told us |
| see clearly in your mind's eye? Now you know that | | | | that we are responsible for our own lives, and the |
| elephants are not green. Then where did that clear | | | | choices are there for us to make. Many times in the |
| image of a green elephant come from? That is your | | | | past when I heard that, I felt some anxiety, because |
| consciousness. | | | | this was too big for me. I did not want to have full |
| Now imagine the Universe existing of millions of | | | | responsibility for my life or my choices. It was easier |
| waves. This is not far-fetched, because it has been | | | | to sit back and let things happen to me while |
| proven scientifically. We just understand it better | | | | someone or something else is in charge, even though |
| when we imagine how it would look. | | | | I knew that everything that happened to me was |
| These waves are like roadmaps that contain | | | | my choice and my creation. |
| information on everything that exists now, | | | | This moment that I experienced was like the |
| everything that has ever existed and everything that | | | | Universe placing me in the biggest flower garden that |
| we will discover to exist. The waves are like the | | | | could exist, and saying to me "pick any of the |
| biggest library on earth and the internet in one. | | | | flowers, as many or as few as you want, and |
| Where these waves cross, masses of information | | | | arrange them in any way you want. Or just smell and |
| are stored. Because there are many waves, there | | | | feel and experience the garden. The flowers will |
| are many crossing points 'like a gigantic bowl of | | | | always re-grow, and they will always be fresh, and |
| spaghetti. | | | | there will always be variety. It is yours to do with as |
| We can tap into this massive repository of | | | | you please. You can keep it all to yourself, or you |
| information by finding the information. This is where | | | | can share it with the entire world, because they are |
| the magic happens. Any information that we want or | | | | there for you to use or not use as you please. And |
| need exists somewhere in a wave but the | | | | the flowers have always been there, are now there |
| information only becomes real, tangible and useful | | | | and will always be there." |
| when we consciously look at the map and search for | | | | When I realised that, it was like a weight falling off |
| the information. | | | | my shoulders. Rather than asking "what will become |
| For example, I want to get information about | | | | of me" and feeling a twinge of anxiety, I now ask |
| adoption so that I can write a book on it. The book | | | | "what am I becoming, and how can I speed that up |
| does not exist and the information does not exist. | | | | by finding the wave and turning the wave into a |
| However, adoption is part of the Universe and there | | | | physical miracle?" |
| are many people that have experienced adoption in | | | | And when I say that, I feel excitement and an |
| many different ways - either as parents or as | | | | immense gratitude towards the One who created all |
| adopted children or as siblings of an adopted child and | | | | those waves for me to play with as I please, and |
| so on. There are many facets to adoption, for | | | | who taught me the joy of playing with the Universe. |
| example the legal aspects of adoptions in the same | | | | |