Adoption Search and Rejection

Rejection. It is a word that nobody involved in anbut in reality their actions often alienate their children
adoption search wants to think about. Unfortunately,from them, and put up walls of resentment that may
rejection is something that every searcher needs tonever be torn down.
consider. It happens. It is terribly sad for allBirthmothers have very different stories. Based again
concerned, and can emotionally deeply wound theon my experience in working with birthmoms, the
person being rejected, but it is one of the possiblereason most often given for a birthmother rejecting
outcomes of any search.her child is that the birth of that child has always
Having personally been through a 7 year searchbeen a deep, dark secret. Birthmoms are sometimes
myself, and having held the hands of hundreds ofso shamed by what they've been through that they
searching adoptees and birthmothers, I know hownever tell a living soul about the baby they had and
common it is for searchers to say that they'rerelinquished. They marry, and don't tell their husband.
prepared for any outcome in their search. The realityThey have more children, and don't tell them. To
is that you can never truly be prepared for rejection.these birthmoms, it's like it never happened.
If you're an adoptee, how can the woman whoSuddenly, out of the blue, a son or daughter calls
abandoned you once already abandon you still again?them on the phone, and they go into instant panic.
If you're a birthmother, how can the son or daughterTo tell their husband after so many years that they
to whom you gave birth totally turn their back onweren't honest with them is unthinkable. They can't
you? There can be so many reasons, and knowingfigure out any way out of their situation, so they
those reasons can help to better prepare you forturn away the son or daughter that they desperately
whatever outcome your search may have.want to know, because they're afraid their family will
In my 17 years of working with adoptees, it hasbe torn apart if they don't.
been my experience that adoptees most oftenThere is so much pain for a person being rejected
reject their birth families because of guilt over theirthat it's nearly unbearable. No matter how well you
adoptive parents, or direct pressure from theirmay think that you're prepared for any eventuality in
parents. There seem to be 2 distinct flavors ofyour search, you are not prepared for rejection. I
adoptive parents, those who understand their child'spersonally lived with this kind of pain for 5 years,
need/desire to search, and support it, and those whobefore finding an EFT practitioner that could help me
go into a panic at the very thought of their childto work it through. Thanks to EFT, I can discuss my
searching for their birth family.rejection by my son without emotionally falling apart.
Supportive parents understand that by standingPrior to those sessions, I couldn't even bear to think
behind their son or daughter in their search andabout that subject.
possible reunion, they are strengthening bonds ofIf you've been rejected too, and are feeling that
love, and showing that the needs of their child isunbearable pain, there can be relief for you too. In
important to them.situations like this, the relief is so intense that
Unsupportive parents have often not had close andafterward you can't imagine how you got through
loving relationships with their children, and they feeleach day without EFT.
threatened by a potential reunion. Out of fear ofDon't do what I did if you've been rejected. Get your
losing their child to his/her birth parents, theselife back, get your emotional balance back, and learn
adoptive parents frequently lay a heavy guilt trip onto smile again.
their kids. Their goal is to strengthen their relationship,